getting warmer

DC Visual Aid

2009-06-23T13:45:00.006-04:00

I've replied to so many thoughtful emails and text messages today about the metro crash and wanted to give you out of towners a visual. Look at the metro map below, those purple x's are where I work and live on the orange line (is this too much disclosure? Probably). That large black star on the upper right side is where the crash happened. Luckily, we are fine. Sadly, many people are not. Please keep them in your prayers.

Farewell

2009-04-09T11:47:00.002-04:00

Sweet T and I said a fond farewell to his jeep this week. Just some random stats on big blue contents as we cleaned her out:

Hatchets: 1
Flashlights: 4
Knives: 5
Flip-flops: 3
SGA Election badges: 2
Auburn Stickers: 2
Nalgenes: 3
Bobby Pins – 27
Tubes of Burts Bees Wax - 3

I told T we need to have a discussion about how many lethal weapons he keeps in the car and he said not until we have a DTR about the breeding habits of my bobby pins.

Big Blue had been with us for five years and he was a dear friend however, this was the next step in the process of simplifying and preparing for the next phase of life. There are 3000 other steps to take, I’m sure most of them will be significantly harder, but it’s exciting to start down this path of surrender.

home alone

2009-03-26T10:56:00.002-04:00

My husband travels for work fairly regularly, so I wind up spending a good bit of time home alone left to my own devices. Usually, this means I do such things as cleaning out all the closets and throwing his unnecessary things away (he is a packrat, I am his arch nemesis), painting random walls, or trying to go an entire week while only eating canned vegetables.

Last week, while he was in SCRANTON, PA > home of Dwight Schrute, I pulled out the used sewing machine my mother gifted to me last Christmas along with the “how to sew for dummies” book. She had kindly offered to give me some quick lessons while I was home. Being the stubborn self-learner I am, I had waved off her good intentions dismissing them with “I’m sure it’s not that hard.” Do any of you have a domestic goddess as a mother too and somehow escaped without the transmission of any of those household skills? Every time I saw my mom since leaving home, I always show up with a pair of pants that needed to be hemmed or a skirt that needed to be taken in (or more likely, let out) just a little bit. Since I now only see her once or twice a year, I decided around Christmas it was time to become my own tailor.

Let me go on and tell you, this desire re-emerged about two weeks ago when I had kindly replaced the missing button on a pair of T’s dress pants and when he returned home with the dry cleaning the following week he told me we needed to give them an extra $3 next time we went (our dry cleaners only take cash and that’s a rare commodity at our house). Because I had paid in full when I dropped the clothes off, I inquired what this charge was for and he said they had to replace a button. The exact same button I had just replaced. When I inquired further, he reluctantly informed me he was told that whoever had sewn it on previously had done a “very sloppy job”.

So, back to me being home alone with my sewing machine - it took me two hours just to thread the stupid thing. However, six hours later I had produced an apron. I was so proud of myself. I lined it, made the tie belts, attached a ruffle to the bottom and even made a little pocket. I delicately tied it around my waist and dreamed of all the baked goods that I could make while wearing it. I took a picture and emailed it to Sweet T then called him excitedly to ask him to go look at his email and see what I’ve done. His retort was about how much trouble I was in if I had bought a dog.

He feigned delight for a good 20 seconds and then noted that the body of the apron fabric was totally upside down. I have every intention of taking it apart and trying again, but if in the meantime if you notice my pants are a little long or skirt is a bit too tight, please just hold your tongue.

(the view from the back)

Reason #452 why I love this city

2009-03-23T15:58:00.006-04:00

Two weeks ago a sly co-worker marched up to my desk and announced, “grab your stuff we’re eating outside today, and don’t tell anyone.” Obediently I grabbed my sandwich, bag of grapes, and diet coke and we made our way outside our building to the promenade that our little cluster of buildings make up. As soon as we were outside we were stopped by a man with a walkie-talkie and backpack in tow. He instructed us to stand still for just a few minutes while they did a take for a scene for the movie they were filming. I knew said coworker had found out that the SALT production had mysteriously moved to the promande that our lucky building was part of. After plopping our rears on one of the ledges, within minutes liev schreiber came streaking down the street with weapon in hand. After oh so many takes and 20 minutes had passed we decided to call it a day and head back to cube country. Luckily, we heard the words, “angelina on the move.” So we sat tight and were rewarded with a two minute look at Ms. Jolie and her 10 handlers. Quite the exciting lunch hour.

Fast forward to today when we got this email.

FYI
Simulated Explosion - Update
Special Effect Explosion Set for Potomac River

A television crew will create a special effects explosion on the Potomac River, near the Key Bridge, on Wednesday, March 25 according to city officials.
Please be advised CBS Paramount will be filming for a television pilot titled “Washington Field” in the District for one day on Wednesday, March 25, 2009.
In the scene, there will be six (6) sculling boats on the Potomac River and one of them blows up.

NOTE: It will NOT blow the boat into a million little pieces. Instead there will be a 20′ to 30′ high fire ball that will last approximately two (2) seconds. All material will be vaporized and there may be a small plume of smoke. The sound will be a low thud; not a loud bang.

I will be listening Wednesday for that low thud. I hope your lunches are just as exciting.

the little ones

2009-03-11T13:43:00.005-04:00

It was inevitable. I remember feeling like every weekend was spent at a wedding. We have progressed and there are now children in our midst. First it was just some of the outsiders, then the insiders, and now the epidemic has found my closest sanctum. While I used to fear this outbreak, I think this is one of the sweetest and humbling times of our lives. To watch men and women I dearly love and respect become mothers and fathers has been a gift. And, let’s not forget these fearsome creatures called babies, within minutes of encountering these things, they have completed wrecked you. I had no idea how easily my heart could love until I met some of these little ones. Not too long ago, I had the rare gift of hearing one of these beloveds’ unborn heartbeat and it makes me excited just to think about.

With that said as a bit of a disclaimer (please read: I really do like children, I just don't want my own for awhile), we get asked about our future children plans ALL the time which I usually give a snide response to. Sometimes these questions come in the form of passive subtleties, sometimes a little more direct; case in point, we got this letter in the mail from our sponsored child (Masengesho) who didn’t bother beating around the bush, she simply asked:

I was glad to get your letter. I want to know your news. “Have you produced a child yet?” Pray for me to perform well in school. (etc, etc)

I’m not sure of my response, but I think it’s going to look something like this:

Dear Masengesho,
We do not have a child currently in production; we prefer to think of ourselves as the fun aunt and uncle that sneak the kiddies the marshmallow fluff and tootsie rolls then the ones with all the responsibility. You will find some fluff included so you can understand how fun we are.
All my love,
Billie

I have not vetted this by Sweet T who will must likely veto. I am taking suggestions for a more appropriate response.

and I quote

2009-03-02T14:56:00.004-04:00

This is my favorite quote from my favorite book, I even appreciate (not prefer) the 98 movie when they changed the last line to "I have ransomed you from a life of fear and hatred." There are numerous lessons from this act of grace that the priest extends to Jean Valjean, but it always reminds me of what was given for my ransom.

Honduras

2009-02-24T23:10:00.008-04:00

I told Sweet T that I think this was my favorite trip we've ever been on. It was a wonderful adventure, and it is taking ALL my willpower to quit thinking about how to abandon DC and my job to teach scuba diving for a living.
We saw lots of great things including: a very shy octopus, the reclusive toadfish, and an entire herd of dolphins.

Stepping off the plane back into 20 degree weather was startling . Luckily, I now have the fortutide to survive just a few more weeks of winter.

you say goodbye, and I say hello

2009-02-13T10:58:00.008-04:00

Good Morning!

I am home just to throw my dirty clothes in the hamper and pull out my wetsuit because we’re off to a little place called Utila for our long awaited scuba diving trip. Utila is part of the Bay Islands right off the coast of Honduras, and from what we've read has great diving and not much else. I can’t wait to shed this unruly Mid-Atlantic winter for days of sun, salt, and water.

Did I mention that it’s whale shark season? Fingers crossed we have an encounter with one of these gentle giants.

But, a catch up – Westminster. In one word – goofy? Those people, man, those people have a serious case of the crazies.

I kind of loved it. And, hated it.

What you all didn’t see on TV was the class judging, which I think was the most fun. During those rounds you get to stand right outside the rings (if you’re willing to fight the crowds) and cheer on your favorite dogs. I have to be honest, after Mom and sister Kathy explained judging rules it didn’t make any more sense to me. I was pretty happy with the outcome, I love that an old dog won even if he wasn’t one of the breeds I came to cheer for. Without further ado, the most ridiculous two days in pictures:

This Irish Setters napping, they were just normal dogs with normal owners.

Not as normal Poodle owners.

This is Gia, the great dane, getting ready backstage.

This is her in the ring.

Basenjis - do you notice how close I am?

Seriously, no zoom used.

The one being handled by the lady in blue won.

I have tons more pictures and I was very starstruck when I saw UNO (last year's winner) who had every bit of personality I had come to expect.

Hope your week is filled with sunshine too.

best in show

2009-02-04T14:55:00.008-04:00

sorry, I am not home right now. I am in NY until next wednesday attending the westminster dog show. mom saw the bucket list last year and is sure her days are numbered so we must knock this off her list. when i return i will tell you lots of funny stories and hopefully have lots of good pictures. in case you were wondering i really like pups, but would never do this on my own accord. so far there are 12 of us going (one mom, one aunt, one aunt's bff, four sisters, two nieces, two cousins, one me), and mom has ensured everyone has picked a breed to cheer for. I am still undecided, but will take suggestions or even cheer for you.

NOON

2009-01-30T16:49:00.006-04:00

In case you didn't know, I am a sucker for the tourist spots. I really hate the cold, but I absolutely love grabbing my coat, scarf, gloves and fluffy hat and making the short four minute walk to the sites on my lunch hour. Sometimes I’ll take my lunch and go sit in a museum or the Smithsonian garden. The other day for no good reason I sat and watched people ice skate in the sculpture garden. Not realizing how long I’d been sitting there, I stated scurrying back across the mall toward my office. Halfway across, I thought to grab my phone out so I could share it with you. So, I apologize for the quality, but here’s the view from my lunch hour.

#44

2009-01-22T10:55:00.004-04:00

DC was definitely the popular place to be this last week. While it was fun for awhile, I am thrilled that all of the guests are leaving. Post-inauguration I’ve been asked three times about some certain instances and if I took personal offense to things said or word choices. I’ve had to give the same answer to all three – not at all when compared to how offensive this is:

I have a call in to Aretha’s people. Rest assured people, that hat has been told to stay in Detroit and will not be allowed back in the District.

fearless flyer

2009-01-09T13:10:00.005-04:00

What would YOU do if a business trip had taken your husband away? You could, and I should:

1. Clean my bathroom
2. Hang those curtains
3. Clean out my car
4. Fix my computer

But, instead –

I booked the cheap flight to Nashville and am going to spend a weekend with some of my dearest friends. My entire intention is to drink coffee, giggle over a drooly baby, and cry when I have to leave them again.

The best part, Sweet T (he loves that nickname, please use it) will beat me home and be waiting at the airport when I arrive.

Esquire

2009-01-08T13:24:00.005-04:00

I have been working on my list of goals for 09. I might share them, we'll have to see. In the meantime, a friend pointed me to this article which is an interview from our pastor, Lon, as featured in ESQUIRE magazine. To be honest, T and I were anxious to join our church not only because of what God is doing here, but to sit under the teaching of a Messianic Jew. His insight into the Old Testament and Yeshua are incredible, and I savor every minute that we're allowed to be here. There are lots of other wonderful things about Lon, most of all, He loves Jesus and he is zealous about making Christ known. So, if you want to take a look they even included the picture from his drug-dealing days (not kidding) when he sported a Jewfro (also not kidding).

sign of the times

2008-12-31T18:15:00.002-04:00

I called one of my girls today and we discussed our new year's plans. Her big plans include watching the baby sleep and maybe a little Dick Clark. T and I will be at the church tonight because we're chaperoning for a youth lock-in. We're both sure this will probably be a great New Years - welcome to 2009, I am officially a grown up.

organized

2008-12-30T09:45:00.011-04:00

I hope you all had a merry, merry Christmas. We spent the weekend in Knoxville with T's grandparents, and once we came home and my constant supply of butter-soaked, sugar-filled goodies was cut off I found myself talking my bloodsugar off the ledge. Also since that return home I've been busy cleaning up and re-organizing the whole house and life, or atleast plotting my strategy for life organization. One of the least exciting tasks that stands between me and the new year is the bi-annual budget inspection and revamp. Twice a year, T and I sit down to dissect the budget, our goals, and the steps to getting there. One of the things that has made the bookkeeping so much easier is a little online tool I thought I should introduce to you who hadn’t heard – Yodlee. I’ve been hooked since June of 2007 and I can’t tell you how much I ADORE Yodlee. Before that I was using MS Money which made me want to throw myself off a bridge. Yodlee is a web-based platform that serves as sort of clearinghouse for financial information. The key being Yodlee enables you to see you entire monetary situation in one view. Don’t worry, it’s secure. You provide all your log-in information for your accounts, in our case our checking, basic savings accounts, retirement accounts and our mutual funds. Yodlee tracks spending when given access to your checking accounts, credit cards, etc and categorizes transactions. I’ve set our “allowed” amount in each category based on our budget and Yodlee is set up so it emails me once we’ve gotten close to our budgeted amount for the month(you can, of course, turn off this feature). Also, all our online billed accounts (utilities, etc) are also accessed so I can see a calendar view of when bills are due and add some manual transactions that aren’t paid electronically (that’d be the rent).

What I love, besides the budget comparison, are all the nerdy charts and graphs I can generate: portfolio performance, income vs. expenses, spending % by category, asset allocation, and on and on.
There are other what I believe to be inferior services to do this (cough, cough, mint, quicken) but if you’re looking for some ways to get organized this new year, you might want to take a look at Yodlee.

five of seven

2008-12-16T17:17:00.003-04:00

Some/most of you have never met or seen my sisters, so I thought it was time for an introduction. Over Thanksgiving, five of us were together which is pretty good. Over this season I am definitely grateful for these incredibly unique women. Days with these ladies are few and far between but they are definitely gifts. I think we are all so different but I can see so many of my mother’s qualities in all of us. So, consider this your formal introduction and I gave them knighted names to give you a little clue about them and how they are like my mom.

Kathy the fearless; Colleen the selfless; Eileen the energetic
Me; Amber the generous

The other two who weren’t there are Terri, who I would name the dependable and Abigail, who has passed away, and she would definitely be the adventurous.

Oh, and name is always just going to be Billie the babe. It’s a real nickname that only these ladies (and their kids) call me which I will never outgrow.

ireport

2008-12-09T19:56:00.004-04:00

My best, D, you know this one, is up in NYC this week. I'm trying to figure out how to go see her. In the meantime, her husband has been busy. He came up with this video for CNN's ireport about his 2008 in 30 seconds which CNN is going to feature.

You're going to want to see it because he's a rockstar. Check it out!

grinch

2008-12-05T11:01:00.003-04:00

I’m struggling with the ole Christmas spirit this year. I can not seem to get myself motivated to decorate, shop, or be of good cheer. I know I’ll come around, and I found this recipe this morning in Bon Appetit which hopefully will get me started! There is also one for the Roasted Butternut Squash and Apple Salad which I’m dying to try!

Hot Buttered Apple Cider
12 servings
Ingredients

7 tablespoons (packed) golden brown sugar
6 tablespoons (3/4 stick) butter
12 cups apple cider or unfiltered apple juice
3/4 cup fresh lemon juice
3 cups Calvados
12 cinnamon sticks
Whole nutmeg

Preparation
Bring Calvados, brown sugar, and butter to simmer in large pot over medium heat, stirring until sugar dissolves and butter melts. Add apple cider, lemon juice, and cinnamon sticks; bring to boil. DO AHEAD Can be made 1 day ahead. Cover and refrigerate. Rewarm before serving.
Ladle cider mixture into 12 cups. Add 1 cinnamon stick from pot to each. Grate nutmeg over and serve.

2 amys

2008-11-25T15:22:00.001-04:00

http://www.2amyspizza.com/

Advertised: This Neapolitan-style pizzeria is a Washington favorite with its mouthwatering toppings, lovely appetizers and first-class charcuterie.

Washington post stars: 3, I’d give them the same.

Been planning a trip to 2amy’s forever but we just never got around to it, or better up to it since it’s all the way up Wisconsin Ave past the National Cathedral. DC Metro area has some fine pizzerias (Pizzeria Paradiso, Matchbox, Sette Bello), but this was a good one. Naples style pies, these things are the real deal. We got there around 8:30 on a Friday night and though there was a 30 minute wait we were able grab some seats in the back bar area. I ordered the Ripieno Basilico stuffed pizze which came with ricotta, grana (more cheese), mozzarella, pesto, and in my case, no tomatoes. T got the Vongole pie which comes with capers, parsley, hot pepper, cockles, and more grana. He substituted the cockles (they are like clams) for proscuitto, and his was better, but barely. T, of course, ate his entire pizza by himself (not normal) you can probably usually split one with an appetizer. I’d heard they were a bit heavy-handed with the salt shaker, but we managed to steer clear.

The place was pretty packed with hipsters, but it felt cozy, comfortable, and oozing of European charm. I can’t decide if my favorite touch was all the different cheese plates or the pieces of meat hanging above the bar which you could order off a slice of. They have a short but good brew and vino list as well (including some good euro drafts), which came in bistro short glasses. It was a tad bit pricey, but then again most people probably won’t have to order an entire pizza for one person.

Just another tidbit: if you’re looking for a delicious New York style slice this isn’t your place, think gourmet pizza.

humbled

2008-11-17T10:35:00.001-04:00

2 Samuel 9: 7,8,13

7 And David said unto him, Fear not: for I will surely show thee kindness for Jonathan thy father's sake, and will restore thee all the land of Saul thy father; and thou shalt eat bread at my table continually. 8 And he bowed himself, and said, What is thy servant, that thou shouldest look upon such a dead dog as I am?
13 So Mephibosheth dwelt in Jerusalem: for he did eat continually at the king's table; and was lame on both his feet.

I was reading last night and came across these verses and can not get over this picture of mercy. Mephibosheth is brought to the king’s table and given more than imagined simply because of who his father was and the king’s covenant with Mephibosheth’s father.

Placing myself in Mephibosheth’s shoes, having been brought into a glorious inheritance for exactly the same reason (a kind king’s love of my Father), I am learning to walk in the same way, dwelling in Jerusalem and eating from the king’s table. Perhaps, that can best be done by realizing that I am exactly like Mephibosheth: crippled.

Encouraged

2008-10-29T13:47:00.003-04:00

I have avoided making any mention of the current political landscape and upcoming elections because I have been discouraged, pessimistic, and confused at best. I am not thrilled with any of options as I find myself teetering out of the major parties candidates’ grasp. I have gone back and forth ranking my priorities and struggled with prioritizing poverty, social justice, financial stability, war and peace, the environment, education, let’s not forget healthcare, or national security, less I forget human rights. This short list doesn’t even cover half the gamut of issues we all have to examine.

I was encouraged today when I read this on Piper’s blog talking about the upcoming election, and wanted to share it with some of the rest of you who might have found yourself on similar footing lately.

We do not withdraw. We are involved. We deal with the system. We deal with the news. We deal with the candidates. We deal with the issues. But we deal with it all as if not dealing with it. It does not have our fullest attention. It is not the great thing in our lives. Christ is. And Christ will be ruling over his people with perfect supremacy no matter who is elected and no matter what government stands or falls. Politics does not have ultimate weight for us. It is one more stage for acting out the truth that Christ, and not politics, is supreme.

Celebrate T!

2008-10-22T10:08:00.004-04:00

So, today is my boo's birthday. Last night I ran to the grocery store to get some things for dinner and called him once I was there.

Me: hey, do you want me to make any cake-like something for tomorrow? I know you don't really like sweets and would probably just rather have cheese or guacamole.
T: hmm, maybe some cupcakes.
Me: seriously? I never knew you liked cupcakes.
T: yeah, I like cupcakes.
Me: ok, what flavor? chocolate, plain, funfetti, what are we looking for here?
T: how about strawberry or funfetti? I also like blueberry and grape cupcakes.
Me: those aren't real cupcake flavors.
T: I've had them before, they're delicious.

Sorry, T, you're going to have to eat the funfetti with strawberry icing I made. Happy day to you anyway, this is going to be the best year yet.

apology

2008-10-17T14:45:00.006-04:00

Dear Abbeville -

I know I've been rude and plain ole stuck up. I know I backtalk you, and have been known to gossip about you behind your back. You're right, you could go so far to call it slander. It was rude mean spirited that as soon as I packed the Mazda for college, I stopped calling you home.
But today at 2:25 pm when I checked the weather I missed you.
Please forgive me for denying that you are still an object of my desire.

Yours always,
Billie

my little pumpkin'

2008-10-10T08:32:00.005-04:00

this is my dear nephew, Holden, who is an aspiring actor. This picture was in my inbox this morning and I am in shock about how big he is. One thing that makes me sad is how far away we are from my sisters and their kids. Back to Holden, how about those cowlicks?

I hope you can read this

2008-09-26T12:04:00.001-04:00

Sometimes I exaggerate, but T really believes that smoothies can cure anything.

1095 days = 3 years

2008-08-12T15:17:00.003-04:00

our most awkward picture yet

2008-08-05T12:31:00.004-04:00

So, one of my best, D, got married in Sonoma, CA not long ago. It was an absolute fabulous time and she was STUNNING. We were flipping through their wedding pictures and ran across this gem.

I am about to kiss D on her cheek, but it doesn't quite look that way. Oh well, we have a long history of some bad pictures which we'll just add this one to the pile. Our regular one turned out much better.

Lesson learned.

quick thought

2008-07-11T12:34:00.003-04:00

I was on the phone last night with a dear friend who I've known since pre-adolescence. She told me to hang on while she answered her other phone. I couldn't help by overhear her.

Her: Mom, can I call you back I'm on the phone?
Mom: who you talkin to?
Her: Billie Engel!
Mom: who's that?
Her: you know, Billie Engel
Mom: seriously? well, tell her I said hello and it'd sure be nice to see her sometime
Her: will do, call ya later

I hope she never calls me hubbs, it reminds me how long we've been friends.

Featurette #2 - 1789

2008-07-03T15:57:00.003-04:00

Advertised as: quintessential Washington, D.C. dining experience

Washington Post Stars: 3/4

Thoughts:

The reservation confirmation phone call went like this:

Them: This is 1789, I'm calling to confirm your reservation at 9:30 (we tend to eat really late on the weekends)
Me: Yes! Great, we'll see you then.
Them: I just wanted to make sure you were aware of our jacket policy.
Me: Pardon, please remind you.
Them: Men must wear at least a sportcoat, and we ask that women refrain from wearing jeans or non-dress shoes.

Quintessential DC in Georgetown = a tad stuffy? Besides the thick air, it was a lovely experience, and who doesn't love playing dress up from time to time. I had a Chenin Blanc and Travis had an old vine Zin (of course) both of which were fabulous. The appetizer was Vidalia soup which was surprising. Not surprisingly good or bad, just surprising. I had the Roasted Halibut with English peas, morels, potato confit and arugula. Travis had the ribeye with aged balsamic onions, fondant potatoes and Swiss chard. After just returning from Seattle, I was worried I would be disappointed, while a bit over-salted it was pretty much delightful. Travis had equally positive things to say about his entree. The kicker was dessert which was simply stated, "chocolate glass." If I could explain what it was I would, but I have no idea besides delicious.

We'll probably never go again unless I land another gift certificate (the one we used was my "parting" gift when I quit my old job). Oh, favorite part, we were sitting in the floor level "carriage" room, and sprawled across the floor when we walked in was the "assistance dog" i.e the largest harlequin great dane I have ever seen. He fit in perfectly with the room decor. Not a part of the usual room display, but it definitely helped.

Wordless Wednesday

2008-07-02T15:42:00.002-04:00

and T asks, "are those babies or snails?"

Kudos to the Queen!

2008-06-25T14:53:00.005-04:00

So, she might not have any "real" power, but she uses what she has. The NY Times is reporting,

Queen Strips Mugabe of Knighthood

By ALAN COWELL
Published: June 26, 2008

Queen Elizabeth II has stripped Robert Mugabe, Zimbabwe’s strongman president for nearly 30 years, of his honorary knighthood as a “mark of revulsion” at the human rights abuses and “abject disregard” for democracy over which he has presided, the British Foreign Office announced Wednesday.

The rebuke showed the extent of international frustration over Mr. Mugabe’s insistence to go ahead with a presidential runoff on Friday, even though his sole opponent, Morgan Tsvangirai, pulled out of race on Sunday because of the persistent violence and intimidation against him, his party and their supporters.

Full Article Here

the world's most photogenic couple

2008-06-20T21:45:00.005-04:00

These two beautiful people are making the temporary move to Hong Kong next week. I just want you to know I am so proud of you and equally grateful for you.

I will be praying that love changes you and those you encounter.

all my love,

ps: I know it's an old school picture, but it's my favorite.

not kidding

2008-06-18T22:24:00.005-04:00

so, this is what we slept in for six days, and I was fine.

I came home and after six days back in the city I have 10 harvest mite bites (chiggers to the common folk) Not kidding. I can't even remember being near grass since we've been back.

A Dublin Chipper

2008-05-17T11:39:00.002-04:00

I've been non-existent, I know. I have some things that have been rolling around in my head and hopefully will be ready for production soon. In the meantime, I've decided the blog is going to have a new feature. One of my (and T's) favorite things to do is try new restaurants, so I thought I'd start providing some reviews, not only to educate you the unsuspecting reader, but to keep track of the places we've tried. This feature doesn't have an adorable name, but it is only a matter of time. So, without any delay -

Eamonn's in Old Town Alexandria -

Advertised as: casually delicious fish and chip shop
Washington Post Stars: 2/4
Thoughts:
Saw a mention for Eamonn's in the Washingtonian and wanted to give it a go, so it seemed like the perfect place for a quiet Friday night of just T and me. The owners run Eve right down King Street which I am also yet to try. All fried fish and chips, I had the special which was grouper ($8) and a side of chips ($3.) No waiters, no fuss, lots of imports. We sat on a bench facing King Street - because the lack of seating a couple walked up and asked if they could share our table. How charming! The fish was fine, nothing to write home about. Being a fish and chips place I did have the urge to go wash my face afterwards because I felt all my pores were clogged.
Overall: Fun atomsphere, local feel, and decent food on the VERY cheap.

V for Vendetta

2008-02-14T18:03:00.001-04:00

If you need a little inspiration:

Things which have worked in the past, which makes me sure we are absolutely perfect for each other.

From me to him:
Year 1 – cookies
Year 2 – man shampoo
Year 3 – hiking socks
Year 4 – forgot??
Year 5 – cigar
This Year – climbing harness

From him to me:
Year 1 – lilies
Year 2 – fluffy slippers
Year 3 – new Frisbee
Year 4 – new fluffy slippers
Year 5 – sushi
This year – TBD

Rules of the rail

2008-01-21T12:12:00.000-04:00

In attempt to make you tourists a little more rail friendly, I've put together some tips and tricks for riding the metro. DC is in itself a very unique and specific culture, one, that is marked by the need to pack in as much as possible into a day. Metro is in essence our lifeblood to and from those ever demanding jobs that run your country, so if you want your country to stay on track then, please remember:

1. Stand right, walk left. This is the number one rule to remember on metro escalators. Do not stand and take up an entire step. What if you have a suitcase and need a whole step? Put it on the step in front of you and stand behind it. It's really that simple.

2. Allow all riders to exit the train before trying to get on. This requires standing to the side of the open doors. It just makes sense.

3. Do not under any circumstances breast feed your child without a burp cloth, jacket, something. I actually have seen this happen, I generally wind up throwing up.

4. You can speak and ask questions to the regulars, they are generally pretty friendly. If they have earphones, you'd probably be better asking the next person.

5. While this matters who you ask whether you should offer your seat to a lady if she is forced to stand, it is always appropriate to offer to seniors, preggers, or those carrying children (out of womb).

6. Say good morning to the nice people who hand you the Metro Express.

7. Rush hour is 5-10 AM and 3-8 PM (unofficially.)

8. There are no metro stops at the monuments, you're just going to have to walk.

9. Food and drink are unacceptable, this isn't New York, these things have carpet!

10. There is no use getting up for your exit as soon as you leave the previous station, the drivers don't take it easy on the brakes. I recommend sitting for as long as possible or else you'll find yourself being thrown around.

our craigslist post

2007-09-07T13:19:00.000-04:00

Free Rent! Available immediately!
We are looking for a 3rd Housemate who is friendly, easy going, and have similar views on all matters of importance: politics, hygiene and fast food.

For this special person we offer a nice room with limited privacy.
Free rent comes with certain stipulations and duties:

-Is enjoyable to be around, conscientious and respectful

- Is independent yet communal.

-Doesn’t smoke tobacco in the house, or pot in the common indoor spaces.
-Empties the dishwasher.
-Sheds as the other female in the house so it will no longer be blamed solely on the existing female.
- Must be in love with DC and enjoy her charm and idiosyncrasies.

AA Preference given to those carrying parasites.

Ok, so the pot thing I actually saw on craigslist when we looking for a place to live, and I filed it away for later use. In short, I wish our roommie would come back. Miss and love.

Summer reading list

2007-08-03T09:24:00.000-04:00

1. The Memory Keeper's Daughter - The NY best-seller, tragic and slightly predictable.
2. Strapped - I'm trying to litter my novel and Christian literature obsession with a bit of good financial sense. Had some good points, I wasn't thrilled.
3. Tales of a Female Nomad - The next three books are from a raid on a dear friend's bookshelves, I think one of whom could get a job getting to know people then prescribing books for them to read. It was that good, they all were. My dusty little passport went from slightly nagging to screaming at me while I was reading.
4. The Sisters: the Saga of the Mitford Family - Maybe the best book I've read this year: relatives of Churchill, personal friends of Hitler, brilliant and aristocratic - absolutely enchanting.
5. Eats, Shoots & Leaves - witty, quick little read. It's basically a grammar self-help book. She's slowing starting a revolution.
6. The World is Flat - I hadn't read the updated and expanded version so I thought I should. Updated, but not worth a re-read. If you haven't read it the first time though, you're missing out.
7. The Kite Runner - I bought it in LAX because my flight was three hours delayed. I finished it on the plane ride home. True, I'm easily captivated by any fiction novel, but I thought it was stunning. Basically an Afghan's story of life before the Russian invasion, and his immigration to America.
8. Let my People Go Surfing - An autobiography from the founder of the Patagonia company, you guessed right that this was Travis' book that I wrestled away from him. Good not great, but good.

Just started the Richest Man in Babylon. And I don't know what's next! I've finished up Beth Moore bible study so I wouldn't mind something Godly, but I'll take whatever suggestions I get. Except - the boycott of Harry Potter goes on. (It's not what you think, it's for my own good, and the sake of all our friendships.)

Love!

2007-07-24T00:04:00.000-04:00

the simple truth is stirring fresh -

that Christ did not come to make evil men good.
that he did not come to make good men better.
He came to make dead men alive.

it's a quarter til two

2007-05-30T01:44:00.000-04:00

and I'm awake....and because I'm awake, I bet Travis is still awake. You may ask, "Billie, why are you awake?" the short and simple answer is I'm narotic. the slightly more long winded answer is my job is the pits, and i just remembered I haven't seen my driver's liscense in two weeks, and we're flying to memphis friday morning. the second question you may ask, "Billie, why did you lose your driver's liscense again?" to this the short answer is that I don't need your judgement just your understanding and acceptance. the natural third question, "Billie, why are you writing on your blog instead of taking care of either a.) tomorrow's deadline for over demanding job b.) lost liscense?" please reference answer to question number two, and as a follow-along, after one a.m. all earnestness on my part is half assed at best - exhibit a being this blog entry.

i actually have come to complain about lost liscense. the state of virginia is rather stigent in their liscense demands. you have to have four/five different documents which show 1. proof of identity 2. proof of legal presence 3. proof of residency 4. proof of social security number 5. proof of name change. also, the dmv closes at five, and since i average leaving work around a good bit later than that...lost license is turning into quite the dilemmia.

boo

urbanization

2007-05-15T11:05:00.000-04:00

It’s slowly happening…I’m starting to do strange things: recycle, ride the metro because it’s better for the environment, and carry packs of crackers to work to hand out to the homeless. It’s this very strange phenomenon indeed.
This weekend, I took the train to Philadelphia to visit Mr. Hubbs on his latest business trip. I’ve always been told it was just dirty and unsafe. Au contraire – I adored this city. We spent the afternoon at the Philadelphia museum of art (you all know it, Rocky ran up these famous stairs) and home to Sunflowers by Van Gogh, also some Picasso, Blake, Monet, and Renoir. Let’s not forget the food, history, and avenue of the arts. I’m sure Pittsburgh is better since everyone says so, but dirty and unsafe are not comprehensive adjectives for this fine city.

And, to top it off there is the great dichotomy – flying into the booming metro area of Dothan, Alabama tomorrow night. I love my life.

Billie

PS. I hear all the cool kids will be at Audrey and Shannon’s wedding, just a tip.

Hollywood loves Invisible Children

2007-04-05T21:09:00.000-04:00

From In Style Magazine

www.instyle.com

Cause Celebrities
"This isn't exactly a benefit," said Kristen Bell of the soirée she threw in honor of the people behind Invisible Children, a San Diego-based organization working to better the lives of children affected by war. "It's really a chance for them to relax and hang out and share their passion and inspiration with my friends from Los Angeles.” Those Hollywood pals included Christina Milian, Benjamin McKenzie, Hayden Panettiere, Milo Ventimiglia and Maggie Grace, who helped the tireless staff enjoy their night off.

Gracious Guest
Benjamin McKenzie was happy to support the cause and give Kristen the thumbs-up on her shindig. “I did a fundraiser with Invisible Children last fall. Kristen came to that, so that’s how I know her," said McKenzie. "She didn’t ask for my advice when planning this, which I’m not going to take offense at. If you want to come over to my house for a barbeque, I'm OK. I can throw meat on the grill, but I don’t know how to throw a party!"

www.invisiblechildren.com

just curious if anyone had ever heard of this movement? I thought so.

workaholic

2007-04-02T23:23:00.000-04:00

Colloquially, a workaholic is a person who is addicted to work. There is no generally accepted medical definition of such a condition. , although some forms of stress and obsessive-compulsive disorder can be work-related. Although the term "workaholic" usually has a negative connotation, it is sometimes used by people wishing to express their devotion to one's career in positive term.

the corporate culture here is killing me

five.two.seven

2007-03-30T01:05:00.000-04:00

i remember feeling like weekends apart and we were starting to get distant. how did we wind up spread from the four corners of this little land. i know it's the desire for adventure, following glory, but the daily wear is starting to discourage me. just know, i miss you.

recipe for disaster

2007-03-20T01:12:00.000-04:00

1. one lost new apartment key
2. one forgotten garage key card
3. one rainy day on the metro
4. travis out of town for two weeks
5. new home - all alone
6. a boss that stays until 7 pm everynight
7. two orders of mcdonald's fries in one night
8. being lost
9. being stuck in traffic
10. being stuck in a ditch
11. trying to push my car out of the ditch in high heels
12. one brand new forced AAA membership
13. 2 cops
14. 2 street racers
15. a tow truck driver named Mike
16. an unopened netflix with the Holiday inside

you can fill in the blanks, it was freakin awesome. it all turned around however, when Travis drove two hours to sit in the ditch with me to wait on Mike the tow truck driver, and then drove right back. better luck tomorrow.

# 58

2007-03-11T22:28:00.000-04:00

tuesday it snowed.3 inches. today, it was 60. the large brown chunks of ice in the parking lots are finally melting. definetly, the light at the end of the tunnel. too bad we had to spend the weekend packing instead of enjoying the sunshine. as of next friday, we will be accomplishing # 58 on my life to do list - living in a high rise loft. count this as your invitation to visit. no real picture just a promo for now. if you google our address we are exactly 12.1 miles from le casa blanco, and exactly a four minute walk to the metro. three cheers for no more driving to work. we'll see you soon.

now and then

2007-02-10T01:21:00.000-04:00

I completely forgot obvious things all the time. Like, how much I love the movie "can't buy me love" and the idea of riding off into the sunset on a lawnmower. On last night's episode of grays anatomy, dear Patrick Dempsey made a face, that reminded me of this face. I thought we should all be reminded of Dr. Shepherd in his younger years.

three.point.five

2007-02-07T13:31:00.000-04:00

that's the tempature outside
also, the inches of snow on the ground,
and the hours I spent driving to and from work yesterday.

2007-01-29T12:33:00.000-04:00

I know lyrics don’t count as a blog, but seriously, they are good enough they might. I love alexi these days.

Well I had a dream
I stood beneath an orange sky
With my brother standing by
I said Brother, you know you know
It’s a long road we’ve been walking on
Brother you know it is you know it is
Such a long road we’ve been walking on
And I had a dream
I stood beneath an orange sky
With my sister standing by
With my sister standing by
I said Sister, here is what I know now
Here is what I know now
Goes like this..
In your love, my salvation lies
In your love, in your love, in your love
But sister you know I’m so weary
And you know sister
My hearts been broken
Sometimes, sometimes
My mind is too strong to carry on
Too strong to carry on
When I am alone
When I’ve thrown off the weight of this crazy stone
When I've lost all care for the things I own
That's when I miss you,
that's when I miss you,
that's when I miss you
You who are my home
You who are my home
And here is what I know now
Here is what I know now Goes like this..
In your love, my salvation lies
In your love, in your love, in your love
Well I had a dream
I stood beneath an orange sky
Yes I had a dream
I stood beneath an orange sky
With my brother and my sister standing by

More to come,
Billie

all i want for christmas

2006-12-29T17:36:00.000-04:00

i wish i was a federal employee

http://www.opm.gov/news/president-george-w-bush-to-close-federal-offices-in-tribute-to-former-president-gerald-r-ford,1130.aspx

awesome

2006-12-20T14:54:00.000-04:00

The top 11 most expensive airport parking in the United States:
1-Chicago O'Hare
2-Washington National
3-Los Angeles International
4-New York-LaGuardia
5-Boston Logan
6-Newark
7-Phoenix Sky Harbor
8-Denver
9-Minneapolis/St. Paul
10-Orlando
11-Dallas Fort Worth

2006-12-18T22:15:00.000-04:00

I spend a lot of time in my car these days.
24.2 is how many miles we live from work It takes me approximately 1 hour and 27 minutes to get to work. That's six minutes short of 3 hours a day in my car. Nonetheless, my car and I have become very close. It's shoddy I know, but once our lease is up in March we'll move closer in. Then last week, I'm about three miles from home on the interstate, finally breaking 30 mph, and you never would guess who I run into.

Seriously, on the interstate outside of DC. Luckily, the Mazda survived, sadly Bambi did not. On the up and up, we're flying home Thursday night, we haven't set foot in Alabama since June, and man oh man am I excited.

facilitating nonsense

2006-12-08T13:14:00.000-04:00

I’m on lunch break, so excuse the shorthand.

As a small group we’re going thru the letters to Thessalonica. Last night was T and I’s turn to facilitate. We were in the Chapter 5 of the 1st letter and Chapter 1 of the 2nd.

5 v 12 – 24

12Now we ask you, brothers, to respect those who work hard among you, who are over you in the Lord and who admonish you. 13Hold them in the highest regard in love because of their work. Live in peace with each other. 14And we urge you, brothers, warn those who are idle, encourage the timid, help the weak, be patient with everyone. 15Make sure that nobody pays back wrong for wrong, but always try to be kind to each other and to everyone else.
16Be joyful always; 17pray continually; 18give thanks in all circumstances, for this is God's will for you in Christ Jesus. 19Do not put out the Spirit's fire; 20do not treat prophecies with contempt. 21 Test everything. Hold on to the good. 22 Avoid every kind of evil.
23May God himself, the God of peace, sanctify you through and through. May your whole spirit, soul and body be kept blameless at the coming of our Lord Jesus Christ. 24The one who calls you is faithful and he will do it.

We started breaking these verses down and comments and questions followed. Such as: culturally what of these do we do, what do we not do, why? What does “these means”, what’s the meaning of always, continually, all circumstances in regard to prayer, being joyful and thankful, the beauty of “test everything, hold on to the good.”

You’ve all broken down those verses before and experienced the meaning and truth of much of them. I felt like I was missing it. We’ve been thru this before….understanding the intent of these verses. I completely abandoned Travis to lead on his own and wandered away in my thoughts. He kept giving me the knowing look of, “please come back to this conversation” He even tried “I feel like you have something to say or share.” Nadda…I couldn’t figure out what I was missing, but I knew I was missing it. I muttered out some of the pieces but it didn’t make any sense to anyone. Most the group assumed I'd been drinking before small group or I was tired. Once we got in the car to leave, the Holy Spirit guided me to truth.

What was Paul doing and accomplishing, he gave you a list of the process of sanctification. The process of taking on the life of Christ. This isn’t a list to just list and “work on” certain behaviors.

Basically,
Here’s an impossible list of lifestyle descriptors.
Here’s how it’s done: The one who calls you is faithful and he will do it.

Impossible list, back to abiding/identifying in Christ.

It’s always there and I never catch it.

childhood living is easy to do

2006-11-17T00:31:00.000-04:00

Why am I awake? To share with you the wonder that is celebrating Veteran's Day. While you were all in Auburn getting your hearts broken by UGA. Trav and I drove 3 1/2 hours to an island off the coast of Maryland to camp. Beautiful, desolate Assateague Island...famous for wild horses. It was unreal.

We actually got to camp on the beach in an unnaturally warm weekend. We rode our bikes off the island over the bay bridge (chesapeake), and what was on the other side other than Mr. Ed himself. I tried to herd him back to the island via my bike. Don't worry, I didn't get too close. Who needs another domesticated horse anyway, the beauty and mystery is that they are untamed. I did my part to preserve it. Happy Friday!

pet control

2006-10-27T16:36:00.000-04:00

so, 9:30 this morning, I am sitting at a light on the parkway, and I look over to see this poor little border collie looking lost. The little guy looks like he just came from the groomer's, and has on a collar. Without hesitating, I put on my flashers, pull off the side of the road, open the passenger door and call puppy de puppis, and he gladly hops in my car. He's super friendly and has on a frontline collar, rabies tags, and a name tag.

Big Sky

So, I call the number on Big Sky's tag, leave a message that I found their dog, and hang up. Big Sky and I proceed to go to work together. He's adorable and well-mannered. About an hour and half later, my phone rings and it's Big Sky's mom, and she's freaking out. She lives about 3 miles from the original pick up point, and directs me to her house and gives me a security code that will open the front door. She asks if I will close off their doggy door because he must have jumped the fence.

I take Big Sky home, and let's mention Big Sky forgot to mention he was a millionaire. My phone rings again being Big Sky's dad. Dad proceeds to say thank you and offer retribution for returning their prodigal son. Turns out, Big Sky's dad is someone important who works for a congressman. He's a democrat though - had I known I'd left him on the side of the road.
Just kidding.

Four days til big girl job starts, and I'm going to miss days like this.

Happy Friday,

Billie

one fine day

2006-10-24T14:55:00.000-04:00

meet abby brown, daughter of Tim and Carrie Brown (our small group leaders who left her to us for the weekend)
she likes to sit in your lap
she has a beard
she likes to trout fish with Travis in the Shenandoah
she likes the leaves changing colors
she thinks they look like fireworks

theo centered

2006-10-20T23:24:00.000-04:00

so, I've been unfaithful to you dear blog readers, and I'm afraid I'm slowing losing you, all of you have dwendled to the three or four faithful (hi girls!) I intend on writing extremly interesting and provactive blogs from here on out, so check back often. I couldn't sleep last night because this memory kept running through my head, and I thought I should share it with you.

Ok, here goes,

freshman year. I was studying and Travis got home from going to 722 in Atlanta with some guys. He called and said Louie had said something that he wanted me to hear, and asked to stop by for share time. I gladly obliged (we weren't officially dating yet, we were just acting sketchy and non-committal.) He sat down at my computer chair, and I sat down on my bunk bed with the zebra print duvet cover. Ashley Dykes was off at the art building and wouldn't be back until atleast 2 in the morning preparing some masterpiece for Dr. Dunlop. I don't remember the entire conversation or explanation, but remember when it clicked. He asked me why we preached the gospel, why did people need to get saved. I of course said, "so they can go to heaven, so they will be saved, so they can experience a relationship." Without wavering, Travis said we had missed it, all along we hadn't seen it. It was about glory, we weren't clearing out hell or trying to score for our team, it was glory that God deserved, people were saved for His glory, all the other benefits are for glory, it's the end, not part of it.

.the end.

And, it wasn't just why people got saved, everything was for glory.

.Everything.

I politely told Travis that was a great point and I'd have to write it down. Then, I walked him downstairs he grabbed his ID from the front desk, and we said our goodbyes.

Back in Lupton 315, I sat in the middle of our disgusting paint covered floor(thanks Ashley) with my supplies: bible, green journal, and a faithful can of diet coke. I started barking furiously at the Lord. How could I have missed the big picture all along? I'll spare you the rest of the irreverent details, but it was a good night.

missing Lupton,

Billie

lesson # 45

2006-10-04T19:54:00.000-04:00

I've been excited all day because next on our queue for Netflix was Thank you for Smoking. I patiently waited on the mailman, ripped open the red envelope with delight to reveal
I'm changing our netflix password so Travis can't change the queue anymore, this one is unforgivable.

my dream world

2006-09-08T14:45:00.000-04:00

So, I've been hinting to all of you for the last few weeks. The coast calling just happened to be the west one. At 9:16 pm PST, thanks to months of scheming, the surprise commenced. We got it on tape, but I haven't figured out how to put videos on my computer, it'll be up soon. The picture play by play follows.

Dianne's fab roommates took us out on their boat at lake sonoma, and taught Trav to wakeboard

Garden in the vineyard, I wish I could make faces like that.

on the ferry leaving alcatraz.

it's beautiful, absolutely beautiful.

The rest of the trip is on Dianne's blog, you don't want to miss it.

the corner of broadway and 42nd

2006-08-29T22:26:00.000-04:00

How sweet to spend a weekend with my boo, he'll be home Friday! We had a great time, the $35 chinatown bus was an experience. I actually didn't take it home because it left on 7 sunday night, instead got up at 5:00 and took Amtrak home Monday morning to spend one more night. Travis' parents came and we gave them our official tour of the city, and let them pick the play and saw The Phantom of the Opera. I was a little disappointed by the choice, but wow, I was just being a snob - everything about it was amazing. the costumes, the set, the acting, the orchestra, the entire ambianceAt one point I caught myself sitting on the edge of my chair, elbows on the railing, tears streaming down my face. I got caught up in the moment, it happens. We put his parents back on the bus saturday night, and spent the next day and 1/2 wandering around aimlessly. Photo tour...

strawberry fields: part of central park dedicated to John Lennon

our photo shoot: check out the boat, the woman is rowing and kicking it

PR: check it out peeps, the Macy's window

scrubway: always waiting, Travis being photogenic

St. Patrick's Cathedral: we went to morning mass, thoughts below

As promised, so I've always wanted to go to morning mass at St. Pats because it is the largest gothic cathedral in the states, and considered the center of Catholicism for the states, mainly out of curiousity and for tourism sake. Little fyi, my mother's family are Catholic, and I've gone to several mass services. Travis' family is extreme Southern Baptist and he gets nervous going to a Methodist service. So, we're walking up to the church eating our breakfast danish, and see about 50 cops, several secret service all with M-16s, etc. Somebody important decided to come, don't worry it wasn't Jesus. (sorry!!) We stepped over about 45 homeless people and walked through the doors. We then stepped into 1870. The service itself was mass, Travis survived the liturgy and Latin, and we met the archbishop. But, the building was everything you could imagine.

facts we learned:

The St. Michael and St. Louis altar was designed by Tiffany and Co. The St. Elizabeth altar was designed by Paolo Medici of Rome.
The Archbishops of New York are buried in a crypt under the high altar. Their honorary hats, called galeros, hang from the ceiling over their tombs.
The Stations of the Cross are works of art, three of which won first prize at the Chicago World's Fair in 1893.
The pieta is three times larger than the pieta in St. Peter's, Rome.
The cathedral has three organs.
The baldachin over the main altar is solid bronze.

I know what you're thinking, and you're right, people are starving right outside. But, all around me people are dying, and I sit in my beautfiul cathedral. My heart was heavy. To continue, we got on the subway later after eating our lunch to walk around greenwich, and were met by this horrible stench. A mixture of dirt, urine, poop, and mold. And then you see him, this small lump of a man trying to tuck his head into his jacket so he doesn't have to look at anyone. People getting on and off gag and cough and cover their faces. One girl in particular raised my blood pressure, she sat down then realized the smell and sprayed some perfume, than kept making horrible faces and waving her book in front of her face. It took everything I had to keep from pushing her off the train. All along this man is trying to melt further and further into his seat, shoeless and humilitated. My mind was racing, what do we do, what can we do, all the while screaming inside this is unfair.

We just sat down besdie him and pretended there was no smell. Travis quietly offered to buy him dinner. No response. We got off at our stop feeling defeated and helpless.

Sorry to be depressing, it was a wonderful weekend, but the Lord is stirring something. I'll let you know how it goes.

oh, celeb sightings

James Blake - tennis player (I didn't know either)
Maggie Gyllenhaal
Ellen

the brass tacks

2006-08-22T23:27:00.000-04:00

1. Travis left for NYC yesterday morning for two weeks. He called me with his first celebrity sighting: Dre and Big Boi heading to the David Letterman show promoting their new flick Idlewild. Can't wait.

2. Going to go up this weekend to visit him, and am super excited because I found a $35 roundtrip means of transportation. The Dragon Express, starts in Chinatown DC and drops you off in Chinatown NYC. Does life get any better.

3. One quick whine: Travis and I joined couples small group as a safety net. You know if it was awkward or we didn't like it atleast we'd be together. Sad thing is with his crazy busy travel schedule I've been flying solo at couples' small group about 2/3 of the time. It's like being a permanent stag prom night. Moral of the story, skip the safety net.

4. The coast is calling, and I will go, don't doubt it, I'll go...soon.

5. I have great friends who call me lots especially when they know the Hubbster is gone.

6. My amazing fam bought me scuba diving lessons as a birthday present. Soon I'll be swimmin with the fishes, really can't wait.

7. The enemy is a liar, sadly, I tend to believe him.

8. I tried the new Crispani at Panera and highly recommend it. (Apple and Sausage is a winner)

9. We ordered internet service for which I am very grateful.

10. I heard Crazy (gnarls barkley) FIVE times on the radio today.

11. Facebook is the best thing to ever happen to birthdays.

12. I made three lists today, four counting this one.

13. I've come to terms with a few things
a. it's ok that I'm scared of kids
b. i want to go to graduate school and I want an amazing job that wants to pay for me to go.
c. Jesus is not insecure
d. yankees fans are ignorant, more to come on this subject

14. I've now made five lists today

15. watched amelie this weekend, Travis just said, "are you pissed I'm leaving is that why you're making me watch a foreign film?" He liked it in the end.

16. I'm on a Jane Austen kick, it's sappy and silly and I don't care. Read Emma then watch Clueless, you'll be entertained.

17. I talked to Miss Audrey Metcalf on the phone for an hour tonight, she's my sunshine, sweet warm sunshine.

18. I've started turning the french subtitles on movies, I think that I'll pick it up this way.

cheers II

2006-08-11T09:48:00.000-04:00

1 year down, 84 left. We've took the 85 year package. We'll both be back on the market then, check back if interested.

Love you Mr. T, I'm glad your coming home. Best of luck at the airport today.

cheers

2006-08-10T16:42:00.000-04:00

yep, it's already our anniversary girls.

it's kind of depressing, but still
it needs to be celebrated,
the busiest week of my life
oh, and

why didn't anyone fix my hat, you jerks.

And look at our little Magna Cum Laude.

dare you

2006-08-03T11:20:00.000-04:00

Apple Dumplings

1 can of crescent rolls
1 apple (peeled in 8 slices)
3/4 cup of sugar
3/4 cup of Mountain Dew
3/4 stick of butter

Wrap each apple slice in a crescent roll in a baking pan. Set aside. Mix other ingredients on the stove until melted. Dump on top of of crescent/apple rolls. Bake for 35 to 45 minutes. Dust with cinnamon.

I know you're thinking Bill, no way, that's sick. It will change your life. I promise they are the next big thing. First one to make it wins a prize.

check this out

2006-07-21T10:43:00.000-04:00

My new bike helmet, so I had another nasty meeting with the pavement, and Travis got me this little beauty. No broken bones this time, just a severe case of road rash on my right shoulder, elbow, hip, and knee, and seriously destroyed my patched up pride. They are doing some serious construction around the airport and my front wheel went head on with a cement block I didn't see because I was turned around yelling at Trav. Just FYI - he said it was a beautiful fall, I went completely over the handle bars and the bike did a complete 360 as well. Of course your girl got up and did another 9 miles, refusing to go home. The upside - I think if it was only green I could star in Spiderman. And, I'll have matching scars on both sides now.

Whiteman's gospel

2006-07-19T15:10:00.000-04:00

Sorry to leave you hanging so long.
But I returned home to one of the most touching gifts ever.
There sat on our doorstep a delivery with a curious return address.

The reservation.
When I saw this, I started tearing into the package in the hallway and was crying before I even saw what it was.
The note on top said it was from some friends from the summer and a family there
- a wedding present-
A little late, but perfectly on time.
Inside was a beautiful hand stiched Cheyenne blanket. I am still overwhelmed.

Coming at the perfect time, I've been thinking about the rez and the Northern Cheyenne people because I've been reading this book called Whiteman's Gospel. Basically an outline of the past and present of Christ in relation to the native church and the anglo church. More when I finish it.

gratefully,
Billie

being indirect

2006-07-13T14:37:00.000-04:00

It wasn't exactly the quickest route, but the most beneficial. Sometimes all you need to combat that creeping feeling of "I'm getting old" is a good all nighter. Ours luckily took us from DC to Orange beach.

to see these wonderful peeps, we missed Kala and Vance but getting engaged was a good enough reason for not coming. Congrats! Em is babelicious as ever, thanks to the dress for the wittiest pick up line I've ever heard. Two days of beach weather, good seafood and bad mexican food. This is a blessed life we lead. Trav hopped on his plane ride home, and I proceeded onto Scabbytown, USA where my dear nephew and sister were in from Seattle.

I'm so grateful for this little guy, who can say his whole name now.

My camera pretty much died at this point from taking so many pictures of Holden, but if you didn't know to get from Abbeville to DC you need to have lunch in Auburn, dinner in Nashville, and pass out in your grandparents car from exhaustion in Knoxville.

I wish there had been more time but thanks for milkshakes at chik-fil-a, turkey wraps, sushi and a night out in the bright lights.

if only I'd seen

I miss Bubba and D

and I came home to a surprise on my door step.

more later,

billie

:the sweetest thing:

2006-06-25T16:59:00.001-04:00

I took Travis to the airport earlier today for another week long stint away. Nothing could have made me happier than the phone call I got.

T: Bill, Paul's here.
B: Paul?
T: Mr. Hewson himself is in the airport.
B: Paul Hewson, BONO! No way, is he short? is he wearing sunglasses? No stinkin way. Are you going to talk to him? Or take a picture? Oh, no don't do that, just act normal. (nervous shouting and chatter from me)
T: yeah, I was. I didn't want to bother him, he's just trying to read his paper and waiting to board.
B: Are you sure it's him? Does he have an entourage? bodyguards?
T: Oh yeah, it's him. He's got a t-shirt on that says "saint." It's him.
B: What would you say to him, if you were going to approach him?
T: oh, I'm not sure maybe just tell him it's an honor to partner with him for the Gospel. Maybe just say thanks. I dunno. Need to let you go, just thought it'd make you happy. Oh, and I was in line behind a PGA golfer, but you wouldn't know him. I'll call you when I land.

Mr. Hewson, thanks for what you do, especially for the least of these.
Safe flight to both of you.

100 years

2006-06-14T10:27:00.000-04:00

So, I've been trying. I just finished this book 100 years of Solitude by Gabriel Garcia Marquez. It's a nostalgic novel of his childhood in Columbia. Let me just give you the back cover,

"Probably García Márquez's finest and most famous work. One Hundred Years of Solitude tells the story of the rise and fall, birth and death of a mythical town of Macondo through the history of the Buendía family. Inventive, amusing, magnetic, sad, alive with unforgettable men and women, and with a truth and understanding that strike the soul. One Hundred Years of Solitude is a masterpiece of the art of fiction."

In the attempt to gain more knowledge of other cultures and modes of thought, I tried.

If I wrote a back cover it would say,

"I didn't get it. The greatness passed me by. The constant stream of consciousness and repetition of names left me on the wayside. I could handle the circular writing style, loved the imagery and sombre reality; however, I can only watch the same parade once. Please forgive me for being shallow, I like books with a plot."

If you can't tell Travis is gone for the week on business (he's such a grown up!) and I'm getting a lot of reading done. If you want to give this one a try, I'll pass it along to you.

lists, lists, and more lists

2006-05-31T08:02:00.000-04:00

The Lord has such a sense of humor. Yesterday, my day got really busy and time completely escaped me. Before I knew what had happened it was 11:30 at night and I had no clue how I had spent it other than folding 20,000 pounds of laundry and sweating it with my pups. You all know that kind of day, hamster in a wheel kind of days. Things like personal hygiene and time with the Lord are simply luxuries on days such as that. This is all my poetic way of telling you I didn't spend anytime with the Lord yesterday and I was aching for it, yes, I know I'm halfway to hell already.

This morning at 5:08 guess who was awake. I tried the tricks, but sleep would not come. After I had made my mental to-do list for the day. (Dianne, if you don't already, it's a whole new element of list making, give it a try) My mind starts to wander first thru phone calls I need to return, what book I want to read next, what bills are due, the davinci code, over some of Pastor Piper's "fresh words" I read two days ago, finally, I realize the Lord has woken me up to pursue this time together. So, I sneak out of the bedroom and cuddle up with my Bible, green journal, and cup of coffee on the couch. I expect some great revelation, and of course this leads nowhere. So, putting everything down we just sit together and I start praying. Talking, asking, sitting quietly, and my thoughts and words lead to all of you. Namely, Sarah Grace. My dear, dear Sarah Grace and Patrick, then onto my other Sarah and Pat. Then onto Rebekah Wilkey and...so on. So, I decide to organize my prayers. I go through a list of you engaged friends, then the sweet newlyweds, then the not as newlyweds

Side note: when are you no longer a newlyweds? I'm hoping soon, I can't stand the stigma much longer. Also, I organize my prayers by lists too, Dianne, try this one as well.

back to praying for you, then onto all my close knit group of friends: current relationships, future relationships, hurts from past relationships. Don't worry, there was no relationship requirement to make it into prayer time this morning.

No deep revelation for you or I, except for you to know I have prayed over you this morning. The Lord was thinking of you this morning, and woke me up to share His excitement.

Ok, next up...
I promised Sarah Grace I would make her a list of "to knows" for marriage. I also promised her one for sex but that will have to be a non-blogger list. I realize I am not wiser or well-versed yet; however, I will pass my practical tidbits I've picked up in the last 10 months to you. Most of which are pretty handy in living with anyone. So, Say, here you go, it's not polished yet, but I know we're working agaisnt time. (Everyone else take notes please)

1. Christ - His role can not be underplayed. We can make it look pretty good and work for awhile, but that's all it will be.

2. Holding someone's nose will make them stop snoring. It might piss them off, but it works. It's much more effective than knudging or kicking.

3. Never speak out of blatant anger, give it 5 or 10 minutes, I'd almost say never over an hour.

4. You are not the Holy Spirit. He's perfectly capable, we are to encourage and spur on, listen to the Holy Spirit but don't think He can't handle Himself.

5. Most boys don't like vegetables, especially as an entree.

6. Keeping a record of wrongs isn't love, if you have a list you have sin.

7. Contrary to my former way of thinking, not everything needs a discussion.

8. Dumping water over the shower isn't funny anymore, well, it hasn't been funny for about 3 years.

9. Purge drawers about every four months, especially undershirts.

10. We come with a lot of junk, it's ok, just know it's going to have to be dealt with. Especially fear, men be prepared to deal with a lot of fear. It's really is fine, He calls us little grace and glory, not much afraid anymore. (This is a Hinds feet reference in honor of Susan and S.Kirbs)

11. It's okay to be awkward with the new last name, Billie Melinda Hubbs doesn't really roll off the tongue, it more sounds like a bad nightclub singer. Just have it down by Month 7 or 8 otherwise you might start to hurt his feelings.

12. Moderation. If he has little "isms", don't push it. Trav for example, doesn't like to have his toes seperated, me and friends have always thought it was funny. Just don't wear it out, how sad the day when it's no longer funny.

13.Don't criticize each other publically, either of you, that's destructive.

14. In light of the last one, be real with other people, not fun to have a couple front. It's okay to have private matters, just no fronts. Oh, and no parading "we're married," how tacky.

15. Serious one, it's a cycle: he cherishes you, you honor him. Stick to the cycle. We receive love in a completely different ways. It's good though, the Lord receives and gives in both ways. It's to His glory, how we bear His image in different ways.

16. He's not as unsensitive or naive as once thought. Former roommates understand. (I can feel Rachel shaking her head as I type)

I think that's all I've got for you. Hope it's helpful.

yours and His,
Billie

2006-05-19T09:23:00.000-04:00

Marissa died last night
are she's in a coma, either way I'm fed up.

A week ago today, we were getting ready for bridesmaids luncheon, and I had just had my last night of snuggling with Hanna Russell, the little lombardi now. What an amazing week. My own lists of highlights

- judith the dove
- cream cheese sculptures
- red lace with Ryan
- effective home depot self-checkout
- asian chicken salad
- changing denominations
- pompous jerks i.e. slow turns
- Chris' mom Pam - it's ok to be 23
- Trav's new obsession with his gar smoking partners Liz and Carol
- applewood bacon
- hanna's legs dulling my razor
- u.s. band's sponsor
- bring your own coozie to a bar
- Dianne's leg after Off the wagon
- kim
- the cobalt
- praying over Han and Ryan
- 2432 miles (that was our total)
- understanding why D loves Cali
- sadie and stranger
- Rachie's allergies
- irv and his tractor
- Buddy Blount, he's just incredible
- the lady in the white dress

Not exhaustive just some mentionables.
I'm getting sad and snotty now.

dogs to walk,
Billie

going the distance

2006-05-09T09:11:00.000-04:00

I'm so excited, as of 12:20 today I am starting the marathon home.
You guys can track the progress. I have a to do list a mile long before then, and I'm sorting through the "must do's" and "wish would get done." blogging wasn't a must do, but oh well, I wanted to share my excitement. I just looked up directions on google maps, um, 13 hours and 23 minutes. Rand mcnally, 12 hours and 46 minutes....the ETA is looking a little grimer. Hopefully, we'll round down to 11 hours.
No worries, have a new CD, Paul Wickham, to listen to.
I'm committed to not using my air condition at all, and windows down the whole way. I always have good fellowship with the Lord on long drives, constantly fighting and surrendering to conviction about speeding. Paul, Jesus, I and my oversized sunglasses trekking homeward.

Atlanta
Abbeville
Auburn
I can't wait to see you.

(Of course Montgomery but it didn't start with an 'a')
Getting in gear,
Billie

what you've been missing

2006-04-24T19:59:00.000-04:00

the famous blossoms...

the even more famous Camden yards

the most spectacular Easter sunrise

thoughts on easter (I'm late, I know)

we were challenged to start some of our own "traditions" as a family. so we started this easter in a big way, hopefully we'll carry them on to little trout and amberjack (that's what Travis wants to name kids in 20 years when we have some)

- horseback riding on palm sunday

- passover with a jewish family (JewsforJesus.org), so many wonderful lessons learned from Passover

- watched the passion on Good Friday

- celebrate the risen Christ with 6000 believers at the Lincoln Memorial watching the sunrise over the Washington and Capitol (I don't know if this can be yearly ritual I am not a morning person)

Travis left this morning for two weeks of business in New York, and I'm pouting and moping around. I am going to drive up there (5 hours) next weekend, or tonight if I don't hold it together. Reminds me of when Shannon and I flew to Montana for the summer, leaving Audrey and Travis at the gates, thinking it was the end of the world (it wasn't.) I'm lonely and don't stay by myself well. I wish I could just walk across the bathroom to Rachie's room. We don't have a fire extinguisher for me to bash any intruders over the head with either.

Anyway, I'm hot on the job hunt this week. 22 and no experience is completely okay. Goal is to have a real job by time Travis gets home. Fingers crossed everyone.

I miss you as always.

2006-04-12T11:54:00.000-04:00

So, sorry about the blogging. I'm currently sitting at Panera enjoying the free Wi-Fi. There's a hysterical older looking man with his sleek Mac taking large amounts of the slices of sample bread. Then two older ladies with more gold than I've ever seen, sipping their black coffee talking about getting perms. anyway...

Travis and I went on one of the most amazing hikes last last weekend. Turns out there is a national park an hour away from our house called Great Falls. Plus, it was just along the Potomac and no elevation.

I didn't know that cherry blossoms were a big deal either, but they have a blossoms festival which included more cameras and strollers than I've ever seen. Pictures to come.

It's finally warming up and I'm so grateful. My chacos have been calling out from the closet and I kept having to turn them down. Applied for a job, waiting to hear. Waiting, trusting, doubting....ugh. Travis came home and I had paint samples on the floor, getting restless.
Been reading a lot lately. One worth noting C.S. Lewis' Pilgrims' Regress. I had to have a dictionary to understand all the historical and philosophical ideologies, but it was fantastic. It was his first book after his conversion, an allegory of the search for Christ. In summary: Christ, not desire, is the reward.
shameless plug: this area is amazing! National parks, hikes, cherry blossoms, big cities - all within a couple of hours. We drove to Baltimore last weekend and it was only an HOUR away! Plus Auburn orange = orioles orange. They were playing the Sox last week and there were more sox fans there than orioles. They need us, and Camden yards were amazing. I think we're going to try and go to the Preakness, who doesn't want to wear funny hats and sundresses? And, they have a sailboat race in May, boat shoes and seersucker! Til then.

I miss you as always.

who knew?

2006-03-28T13:41:00.000-04:00

T and I went to night church at the big church again. They open with worship and who walks to the mircophone but our own little HANNA MARIE. Seriously, rock star girl strolls up and Travis and I both gawked, thinking for one second...could it be,maybe. Hanna could have a secret that includes a weekly flight to DC. See for yourself.

minus smoke and mirrors, she doesn't look too much like our Hanna. Wishful thinking I guess. I miss you Han. May 13th or bust!

Hey and thanks everybody for the encouragement of your comments from the last post, I was super insecure about posting it. You bless me.

tumbling thoughts

2006-03-23T11:54:00.000-04:00

ok, I don't like being vulnerable on the ole blog, but the Lord has been teaching me something so good, I had to share it. The Holy spirit has been leading me into so much truth and freedom.

So, thoughts are random, unstructured, and a bit raw.

the following conversation is with me sitting with my Bible, Matthew Henry, and another commentary, and the Holy Spirit. We'll call the Holy Spirit: BE, and then I, Billie, me. I'll take you back a little bit about four months (I'm stubborn), where the Lord started working to bring me to deal with this sin in my life.

When Dianne was talking to me about Chris, it struck me about how he grew up not aware of his own color. I loved it, I admired it, and it challenged me. I've been chewing on it alot, it struck me so much, is that what it's supposed to be like?

We lived in the ghetto in Auburn, I loved it - trying to get to know kids' and be light in the darkness, but I was embarrassed all the same when my dad mentioned we lived in the projects.

Travis saw it full glory about three weeks ago, there is a large Hispanic population here. We were in the mall parking lot, and this kid in his pinto did probably the rudest, most inconsiderate act one can committ in a car. I EXPLODED. I yelled and yelled at this kid (all from the safety of my car), how could someone be so inconsiderate and unaware of the rest of the world. After my threats of kicking his butt, I ended this rant with "damn inbred." Travis looked at me shocked, everything else was empty threats, that was hatred.

It came full circle about three nights ago. We rented the Constant gardener. I loved it. You who know me, know I have a heart for the poor. That I earnestly believe the Lord wants to bring salvation to the nations AND meet needs. That the Lord cares about disease, starvation, and these lives. Over and over again on the reservation, people were drawn to the Lord by receiving His grace through having real needs met. Full circle, BE prompts me, where is this hatred coming from then?

the next morning, begins the conversation...

me: Father, what is this?
BE: (silence...)
me: Father, is it racism? That's nasty, that's not even a pretty sin, it's not acceptable, that's immature. Why is there prejudice and hatred towards groups of people in my heart. It's not about color is it?
BE: no
me: different socio-economic classes, intellects, disabilities, it's widespread, huh?Why is it here?
BE: the fall, the accuser of the brethen, - as a result, your upbringing. It's flesh.
me: flesh?
BE: you feel insignificant and and unimportant. you try to accomplish that on your own, by making others seem less. Your significance and importance was determined long ago beloved. So was theirs. It is not up to you.
me: oh, oh no...what do I do?
BE: surrender it, I died for it.
me: I don't want to admit it, Father, I have a heart for the nations...my heart is broken for them. We're going to the foreign mission field, I lived on the Indian reservation - I love THOSE PEOPLE. I strive to understand poverty, I know about personal sin choices, complex social structures, injustice. I love people with disabilities, I VALUE them. I'm informed. How dare you tell me I'm prejudice. I have an adopted sister, I have a sibling who is a different color. Certainely this is not truth. This is humilating. That's not truth.
BE: silence
me: it is the truth, I love them, I'm just glad I'm not like them. That I'm somehow above them. That's not love is it? I still don't know how to abide.
BE: freedom is waiting.

..... you can see where this is going.
So, this is where the search for truth in the word starts, commentary, etc. this isn't exhaustive, just some highlights.

Ester 3:5-6 Haman saw Mordecai wold not kneel down or pay him honor...
- Prejudice was bred from personal pride, Haman did not want his power or authority affected.
- Haman was an Agagite, decscendent of the Amalekites (1 Sam 15:20), ancient enemies of the Israelites. This prejudice spans generations.
- In this we see the enemy can encite generations of hatred and prejudice. (think of wars in our own history, that Satan has poisoned generations of hatred over )

John 1:46
"Nazareth! Can any good come from there? Nathananel asked."
"Come and see," said Philip.
- Phillip took him to Jesus.
- prejudice is Satan's attempt to keep Nathaniel from his Savior. hmm..

John 12:26
"My father will honor the one who serves me."
-despite any other factors, salvation is for all. Rejoice.

Acts 9:43
"peter stayed in Joppa with a tanner named simon."
stay with me here...
The significance, Jewish law considered Simon's profession an unclean job. (contact with dead animals, the law...) Peter was breaking down his prejudice agaisnt people of different CUSTOM and religous traditions.

Father, do I judge my own Christian brothers and sisters based on religious tradition? The depth of this depravity

Philemon -
(This is exciting!)
- the entire book is Paul's plea to Philemon to receive Onesimus (Philemon's runaway slave) who Paul had led to Christ and told to go home. The punishment was death.
- Paul doesn't condone/condemn slavery. He tells Philemon of his responsbility to love Onesimus as a brother despite his legal status. The GOSPEL begins to change social structure by changing people within those structures.

"We are more wicked than we ever dared believe, but more loved and accepted in Christ than we ever dared hope - at the very same time." - Tim Keller

back to the conversation...

me: Father, thank you. Tell me, what is your purpose in teaching me this.
BE: dear child, my glory, being made into my likeness. that you may be filled to the measure of all the fullness of God.

Breathe in freedom, dear ones.

humbly,
Billie

my glass cage of emotion

2006-03-21T10:12:00.000-04:00

riding in my car yesterday listening to some killer jams, the DJ came on to give today's forecast: snow, sleet, and rain. No accumulation of course. Are you kidding me? I thought Spring had sprung. It's 36 stinkin degrees outside.

So, these pictures came across my screensaver the last few days and they brought some joy. Especially, those sweet moments of unposed happiness. I hope they bring you a little cheer today. Lots of thoughts rolling around in my head, they aren't ready for writing yet.

2006-03-13T15:23:00.000-04:00

So, it was a lovely day here in the D.C. metro area. I longed for a beach, a patch of grass, even a lawn chair. I settled for an office chair pushed out on the little balcony. There I have spent the day filing taxes. Atleast my degree is worth something, I can muddle my way thru tax forms. No fear, Tom Petty accompanied me for the day. If you have any tax questions, just let me know.
added note - we went to this Mega-church closer to downtown called McLean Bible Church. It was a lot like 722 at Northpoint or Vespers at Bethel in MN (the coldest day of my life). This church has an attendance of 5,000 upwards,larger than the city of abbeville, and they have 85% of the church in small groups. In addition, they put a huge emphasis on global impact. Could this be our new home? maybe, definitely a prayerful consideration. The ministry we went to is called Frontline and it's for people college to 35. Side note, the college sunday morning meeting is called the gathering, ring any bells? We just stared at people our own age in amazement, I didn't think they existed up here. The Message was on Joshua and being people of integrity - thru sight and obedience. The teaching pastor: style and message was just like Matt with less cool shoes,
Then we decided to go to out to eat to splurge (we're on major budget control). We couldn't stop talking about the Lord through out supper. Just in case we needed more assurance, someone at a neighboring table overheard our conversation and picked up our dinner for us anonymously. How could I doubt we are exactly where He wants us. Thank you Jesus for supplying in abundance.

www.frontline.to for more info

PLEASE someone post pics of Karen and Isbo's wedding! Also, I rode my bike for over 20 miles on Saturday, I am a lean mean biker these days, sorry to brag. It's not all that impressive, I whined for the last 15 miles.

i miss lucy

2006-03-06T13:22:00.000-04:00

yesterday travis and i went to petsmart to try to adopt a dog from the shelter that brings their pups up there. they were loading them in the van when we got there, and as i stared into these sweet faces - rejected, abandoned, desperate faces I started crying. Travis quickly ushered me to the car before I embarrassed both of us.
They were all too big to move into the apartment with us and we have to put a security deposit down before we can get one, so...we have to wait a little while longer.
I guess this is how girls who really want kids feel.
anyway, Matt and April if you're reading this, do you think you could fly Lu up for a visit?

I love this picture of Lu even though it's fuzzy, trav threw her a stick and she came back with a bigger one.

On a more positive note, I'm going to pick up a dining room table today, we'll stop sitting in our desk chairs to eat any meal. Oh, and it's Chicken wild rice day at Toomer's - take advantage. I miss you all.

365 later

2006-03-05T18:12:00.000-04:00

actually it's 366 later, biscuet's blog reminded me it's been a year since Trav and I got engaged. Can you believe it's been that long? I would tell the story but I feel you've all heard it, and I tend to get verbose - oh, I can't help it. I'll just give the highlights. Misty (mentor for life) asked if Travis and I would come to speak to her youth group about dating at a lock-in, etc., etc. Which Meredith and I did once for the girls' of her youth group, i.e. it seemed legit. I told her we couldn't because wanted to go to Lesley's wedding. Happy 1 year Sam and Lesley! Mist said it was just a Friday night deal, so... I planned our whole "talk," made us practice, somehow asked Travis to go, the trickster got me to ask him to the whole proposal. We got there, went to light the bonfire. Trav hit a knee, and I cried from then until August. We were there at Mistys' beach when we talked about the possibility of getting married (back in 01) and committed not to talk about it again until we could promise forever.

I have to give a thanks to ash dykes for the introduction, thanks for making me go to that beta rush party on the first day of class.

Sarah, Pooh, Bethany, Mere - do you recognize this couch? After proposing, Trav got the ninth degree from Misty, don't worry.

Travis, your heart is so good and pure. I love being yours.

a little Jack to brighten your day....
Do you remember when we first met

I sure do

It was some time

In early September

You were lazy about it

You made me wait around

I was so crazy about you

I didn't mind

So I was late for class

I locked my bike to yours

It wasn't hard to find

You painted flowers on

Guess that I was afraid

That if you rode away

You might not roll back

My direction real soon

Well I was crazy about you

now the craziest thing of all

Over 10 years have gone by

And your still mine

We're locked in time

Lets rewind

Do you remember

When we first moved in together

The piano took up the living room

You'd play me boogie woogie

I played you love songs

You'd say we're playing house

Now you still say we are

We build our get away

Up in a tree we found

We felt so far away

Though we were still in town

I remember watching

That old tree burn down

I took a picture that

I don't like to look at

Well all these times

They come and go

Alone don't seem so long

Over 10 years have gone by

We cant rewind

We're locked in time

But your still mine

2006-02-23T11:25:00.000-04:00

so, we've spent the last two weeks at the lovely hubbs manor in alexandria, virginia. I have 500,000 things to tell - I'll narrow it down to a quick list.

1. never been East Coast skiing before, we did double diamonds here and they probably didn't compare to the magic carpet out west. Did wonders for the ego. (shameless plug: we live 2 hours from slopes - COME VISIT!)
2. furniture is really expensive. I love crazy creeks.
3. Travis is the most optimistic person I've ever met.
4. we rode our bikes from the white house to Travis' house, it did include riding on the interstate.
5. the church - wow, um...I miss Lakeview and Grace Campus. Who knew about this mission field, I took a lot for granted.
6. we got seriously ripped off by a cab driver, always carry change.
7. been to the animal shelter looking for a pup, I started crying while we were there. I'm such a baby.
8. the cold isn't so bad when you're not walking to class in it.
9. We went to a marriage conference with Trav's parents, I felt like a 7th grader getting to go to youth group for the first time, it was the same awkwardness.
10. I've been wearing the same 10 shirts for six weeks now, I love living out of my suitcase.

Well, all I've got for now, we're flying home tonight and a special angel is driving us to Auburn. We'll spend the weekend with my parents then drive back up here Monday with all of our stuff.
See you at encounter tonight!

we're snowed in...

2006-02-13T11:41:00.000-04:00

more to come, but we woke up yesterday to 12 inches of snow on the ground. Until the roads are cleared, we're snuggled up inside. What a glorious day!

dilemma..

2006-01-27T16:08:00.000-04:00

so, it's 2 and I'm at work. Before we can head to Montgomery on Sunday for la fiesta lombardi, then onto Virginia - I have to finish my project (making bricks out of straw.) I can either stay at work til like 10 tonight, or I can come in tomorrow and finish my project which will take about five hours. Luckily, we drove to Auburn and back last night so currently functioning on a small amount of sleep and a gross amount of caffiene. There's not a whole lot to sleeping late on Saturdays in abbeville either. Mom's got a way about her.
This is a horrible post and I'd get done a lot quicker if I wasn't taking this ten minute break.

More to come later, thanks for the prayers, my emotions are starting to catch up to my mind and heart. Plus, Travis said if I'm a good sport about Virginia, we'll add another member to our family - maybe a dalmation or a sheltie...

just an update

2006-01-19T10:07:00.000-04:00

more to come, but Travis got a phone call yesterday. We're moving to Manassas, Virginia. His first day is March 1st. We're going home hunting sometime soon.

for your viewing pleasure

2006-01-18T10:25:00.000-04:00

the view from our place, I know...are you kidding me.

This is the result of sin in a fallen wold.

Pablo, our surf instructor, and i - I finally got into the water - day four. (just kidding)

I don't know what Travis said in Spanish for me to wind up with a mule, but it happened.

Travis mastered surfing a lot quicker than me, sorry by time I took the picture the wave had already broken.

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Who doesn't love beach sunsets.

Chi-o for life.

coming to a town near you

2006-01-10T00:03:00.000-04:00

The last month in short
my excuse for being a lousy blogger - dial-up

Being in auburn this first semester of “married” life was such a gift, such an easier transition. It didn’t really sink in to either of us until the last encounter when I cried hysterically and thanks to Gavin and Jen, I survived. So, following in the footsteps of those who have already done so, we said goodbye.

We got to go to the Costa Rica and experience a little more “rustic” side of things. Travis rode in teh back of a pick up with barrels of fish. But, I can officially surf and run from lizards. If nothing else that looks good on a resume. Oh, and they had tons of fresh fruit and I rode on a mule. God is good.

Oh yeah, Travis graduated and Sarah got married. Details, details. I wish Pritchard could have held himself together during the wedding a little better, slightly embarrassing. Don’t fear, Sarah was radiant.

One major blessing, we got to spend a few hours in reunion with D, Rachie, Hanna, and Ryan and just enjoy some of my favorite people.

We moved out of our house in one day, Mickey and the horse trailer were there, and there was a slaughter of a 15 pound possum in the backyard - imagine the misery but we got it all done thanks to my wonderful fam.

Current Status: we have been in Abbeville for six whole days and I’m hmmm..ready to go? We still have not heard anything from DC about Travis job, and just have to sit it out and wait. Hopefully, Texas but we still might be in Virginia (fingers crossed, please.) In the meantime we drove to destin and got to reunite with Jason and his fam. I have been put to work at my aunt's office - 7 words: it's Egypt and I'm a Hebrew slave. Nah, it's actually fun and good to feel useful, plus who knew that the town of Clayton has some fine eaterys - including some of the best friend cornbread I've ever had. Travis is hanging out with my mom and putting up a new fence.

Spiritually: some days ifeeling like tredding water. Trusting the Lord has been well, hard and at the same time - the only option. He hasn’t been unfaithful yet, no time to start now. I guess we can rejoice in being hemmed in.

Miss you and please update your blogs, instanta. Pictures when I get more patience.

2005-12-04T23:06:00.000-04:00

thought I'd share some holiday hike photos

This is one of Mr. Mike's high school friend's and his son with Trav and Mike.

They have gotten together the day after thanksgiving every year since

high school. inspiration for those of us who places high priority in keeping in touch.

isn't he fine? hank the hiker in real life. We hiked 13.4 miles roundtrip, absolutely perfect day. Snow and a firetower on top. I'm not that tough, my butt hurt for three days afterward.

There are no pictures of me hiking because it's just not pretty (sweat and a headband, you can imagine.) I actually just included this picture so you'd believe I went too.

The holidays were otherwise pretty calm,we ate at Waffle House in Atlanta Thanksgiving night. Post holiday week was pretty low key, I was inspired to pursue some personal interests (my own uniqueness) because I've been feeling like I have lost them and am just blending into Travis' interest a little too much. So, I got a new book and read the entire thing. I baked a cake for Clark's (Katherine and Clark) birthday Friday night which completely collapsed. I need Rachie's mixer. The real highlight of this weekend, since Matt is graduating Tuesday and the rest of the dean family went to Louisville. Ludean has returned to us for a short sabbatical. Also, saw walk the line and pride and prejudice, roger and ebert know nothing, Pride and Prejudice was much better.

war eagle

2005-11-20T23:22:00.000-04:00

oh, what a lovely weekend

lovely score

so, we decided to sit in the block just one more time. I never realized what

great seats these were, thanks to the younger guys for not kicking us out.

Luckily, we weren't the only old people there.

we got to hang out with some great friends and enjoyed one

last trip to Toomer's. (side note, doesn't emily look good with long hair?)

disclaimer....

2005-11-16T14:31:00.000-04:00

i lost my cell phone again, if you find it let me know (call trav's phone, he's responsible). In the meantime, forgive me for not returning phone calls or picking it up Sorry, I thought I'd outgrow this stage too. Oh well, atleast I know where my keys are.

bike bash 2K5

2005-11-13T23:52:00.000-04:00

It was a perfectly lovely weekend.
Some highlights

We had dinner at laredo's on Friday. Saturday we slept til noon, and decided to go on a killer bike ride. As soon as we got our bikes off the rack I popped my tire, and we drove from house to house trying to find a bike to borrow. Too bad everyone went to Athens. So we just "borrowed" one from a house which will remain anonoymous because it wasn't an entirely legal action. Who knew that the new development on south gay (with all the silos, etc.) was a cemetary? We then returned the stolen bike because the bike shop opened at 3:30, so we could get a tube. The not so nice man that was working told us he was too busy to change the tube for us, for any of you have watched trav and i change a bike tire: temper, frustration, and about 2 hours. So, we sat down on the sidewalk outside Pita Pit and just did our best. Who would know it took us about five minutes and we were well on our way. We rode out wire road where they just put a new bike trail, and rode out to Kiesel Park. We passed those cow farms and did our best animal noises, and stopped at this big pasture and petted some sweet horses. By time we got back to the car, my legs were exploding and I was pushing my bike. We made some great game food, rotel and pork loin, then went to enjoy with some friends. We spent all day today at Sarah and Patrick's "fixer-uper" the boys (patrick, peter, and trav) put a new floor in, and us girls(Sarah, Bethany, and I) painted - community at its best. After a delicious dinner of wings and cold beverages, I got to talk to Han tonight til my phone died.

In honor of memory lane, I thought I'd recall some favorite biking memories -
crash and burn followed by, "do you want moe's?" and Auburn urgent care, han and I abandoning our dehydrated Rachie who passed out on the side of the road, biking to football games, riding in the rain, fixing Edie's chain every other day, retriving the stolen merchandise from wacka wacka, the ADPi bike ride from hell. Oh, and we can't forget when Ryan Perry first got everyone into biking, and we all went to the ER once a week. My vote's for riding to samford like we were in "now and then" to throw the frisbee.

happy trails,

Billie

too hot to pass up

2005-11-09T00:49:00.000-04:00

sorry, couldn't help myself. Travis is thinking of growing his hair out for locks of love too. Let's be glad he doesn't check my blog.

[[honest confession]]

2005-11-06T15:51:00.000-04:00

Behold the Man upon a cross

My guilt upon His shoulders

Ashamed, I hear my mocking voice

Call out among the scoffers

It was my sin that held Him there

Until it was accomplished

His dying breath has brought me life

I know that it is finished

I will not boast in anything

No gifts, no powr's, no wisdom

But I will boast in Jesus Christ

His death and resurrection

Why should I gain from His reward?

I cannot give an answer

But this I know with all my heart

His wounds have paid my ransom

honest confession is good for the soul, I'm not much into typing deep or long posts. I love reading them and hearing what the Lord is doing in your lives, but it's just not me. Those are what those green journals are for. Short sweet to the point blogs - but excuse me this time. Trav and I went camping this weekend and hurried back to church which I didn't at all want to go to. Which made me thing anything with the Lord is pulling teeth this last week - time in the word, leading Bible Study, Encounter, talking about Jesus - in essence Worship.

What is going on in my heart?

Has the life altering, mind boggling message of Jesus grown cold.

I am simply frustrated. So, refusing to try to piece things together or "fix it", I just want to come back to the cross - to see sin that nailed him there and His victory over death.

time is up, thank you for yours - look foward to seeing his work.

Billie

what dolly and i have in common

2005-11-05T14:08:00.000-04:00

yesterday travis told me, "Billie, don't worry one of the advantages of having a degree is being salaried vs. on hourly wages." Guys, I can't wait. Actually, we're 8 to 5. cheers for the weekend.

meet the hubbs

2005-11-01T19:35:00.000-04:00

well, most of you know we got to temporarily adopt lucy while matt and april were moving. So, Lucy Dean temporarily became Ludean Hubbs. Last Friday, we returned the little girl to her real parents, but we took some family photos before returning her. Drawing on inspiration from Meredith and Jared's engagment photos (we love you!) we all wore white. Please enjoy.

sorry, we're not that photogenic

lucy didn't like holding still for photos, so we just held her down and tried to make it look cute.

not posed, I promise Lucy's just protective

as david gray says

2005-10-25T22:37:00.000-04:00

david describes it best for me today, thanks david (and hanna)

Fasten on my mask
I'm bending to the task
I know this work is never finished
And if I close my eyes
I can still see you dancing
Laughing loud and undiminished

Time out on the running boards
We're running
Through a world that lost it's meaning
Trying to find a way to love
This running
Ain't no kind of freedom
Of freedom

more lemons...

2005-10-20T20:53:00.000-04:00

well, the more T and I think things are under control - the less they are. He was officially offered "the job" today, only in Manasses, Virginia when we had our hearts set on Fort Worth. Travis is absolutely agaisnt living in Virginia, so we're back to square one. What freedom and fear. This opens the doorway to go wherever we want and do whatever we want. Too bad it has to all fall in place by two months. It's exciting to be in a place where you have no choice but to trust the Lord, but it can be so disheartening. Make us aware of your desire for us Father. Father, we are satisfied with nothing but your best.
anyone out there hiring? we're open to suggestions!

is sufficient, not can nor will be, it is sufficient.
Billie

how Jesus blesses me....

2005-10-16T22:43:00.000-04:00

sunny days in October. picnics. puppy. honey. skirts that spin. three-way.

slate blue. waffle house. laughter. community.

loving these two.......and missing you know who

last minute surprises, these two wound up in town for the weekend compliments of the element and the old folks putting in a pretty impressive late night showing. We hit up all the favorites we could squeeze in.

I learned this weekend that as much as I am blessed by analyzing and searching for the Lord, it is nice to simply enjoy Him. In so, He is detailed orientated and complex, yet all the same time simple. Simply sovereign, simply pure, simply complete. Life is so rich and abundant, and I am grateful.

when life hands you lemons...

2005-10-11T23:53:00.000-04:00

reading rachie's blog brought on so many tears. Travis and I went on Encounter retreat which was amazing, and while the face of the community for me has changed - the heartbeat hasn't. However, Travis said it for me on the drive home when he said, "I know you must miss them because I do." Tonight, I wish for nothing more to be back at 527 watching Dianne show her diagonals. Happy Birthday, I love you.

our little abode

2005-09-27T21:43:00.000-04:00

so, I would love to fill you in on the weekend in nash vegas, but I would hate to not fill you all in on on the weekend before. Travis and I both needed a break because adjusting to the whole working situation is pretty horrible not matter how great your boss is.
So, ups and downs of cheaha becauseI love making lists.

#1 - this is a picture of our campsite

#2 - an 8 mile mountain bike ride that resulted in pushing my bike for the last mile up the mountain.

#3 - the chigger bites that resulted from that bike ride

#4 - Travis taking a bite to the face from our neighbors' puppy

The Highlights

#1 - There were boy scouts and a church youth group in our campsite.

#2 - Ramen and sausage cooked by Travis for breakfast, lunch, and dinner.

#3 - This was where we had church on Sunday.

Thank you Father for teaching us to abandon our story. I miss you all!

just a quick word

2005-09-15T21:39:00.000-04:00

Ryan does not fit in...poor guy